i thought you understand.......

yeah im feeling so damn lonley coz my cousin had to go to kk for x'mas and im gonna have a BLUE CHRISTMAS!!yeah cyn im gonna have a blue x'mas without you and i'll be so bored and lonley without you....anybody reading this please give me somthing ok..i ment like respond or somthing ok....how will you feel if your dad said to one of his siblings that"why cant you be like your brother/sister??"please give me some advise now my cuzy is not here she cant give me any advise and so im hoping any of you can..............thanks heaps